2 posts tagged “stalkers”

i'm sitting here and drinking some coffee and seriously i am lol'ng here in rl. since i deleted her from all my lists, groups anything, i don't know what that clown is babbeling about, but when i got an offline im about her yappin and running her mouth about with shit and lies about me in her new dam blog - ohmy thats so dam hillarious.

she must think that i really go to people in sl and talk about her?

woman what are you thinking, you are not that important.

as it was said.. " going out of my way to bash her on sl "? dude what pills are you poppin that even makes you think i would tell people that A. don't even fuckin know you, about your childish tirades, B. no one gives a shit about your tantrums. C. delusions galore.

what a dam joke you are and probably always will be while continuing being in sl. if you ever had so many friends, why the hell did you im me nonstop, on a daily basis, since your ass got cut from the carducci empire. this chic logs on and i swear i had an im 20 seconds later. constantly asking me to get on skype, to hang with her. i mean it has gotten to the point where i pretended to be afk, just so i don't had to answer her nonstop im's.

and lets get something straight........i never called you my " best friend " - never, and if you can use your mind without hopping into a ADD tantrum, then you know i never did say " you're my best friend ". i don't use the word " friend" lightly, never had and never will. because friends don't come randomly on a 4 month chat machine. nope, friends are something you build over a long time.

i didn't whine and complain in sl about your dumb ass. wtf for. i was with someone when that essay length of your im flapped accross my screen. and then more im and your ass cut cut off, because i don't want to hear no bitch running her mouth about something that is so whatever.

but really that cow thinks i talked about her on sl.. hahaha thats so dam funny. you wish missy you wish, but again there is no need for that. no one cares about your bipolar tirades. you got issues foreals and should seek some help aside trying to be with a new sl bf every other week. how many have you had since i've known you? i lost count, but they all ended in bad blood. you can play i am so happy happy right now, but i know you are broiling over there, because you can't win this.

your insecurity on sl was coming through every living minute. you wanted to be " carducci's number one employee of the month " - and that never happend, lol. simply because your attitude aint cut for the carducci empire, just like lc she was another troll. you aint black, you don't know how he operates, he used you for his own money gain and then boom your ass was out of the door. lol.

i gave that dumb heffa a chance to sell her whack textures ( aside the ones she made carducci, they were cool ), but no one was gonna buy some of that shit, and i knew that from the gettio. but you are so twisted in your own dam world. not to forget that ' i am boss attitude'. that shit don't flow with anyone, and you shall see. your stalking of your ex lovers, the constant im's " i am so bored.. rez has a big project, yadda yadda ", whine cry bla bla. gossiping about people that you worked with at carducci's. i bet you aint told no one that. lol of course not, you got a image to keep up. but on the real, you may want to delete yourself because you are not cutting it bitch.

go back to your online text rp, ohmy bad, they took your shit too, haha. so whats next, rp as a drow?! rez gonna get tired of you too, once he see's how needy you are. yes thats the word - needy!

you mistake sl to much with rl. every guy you've met in sl was with someone in rl, a partner and you always, and i mean always tried to get more out of an sl relationship by trying to add this person to your rl, should i mention names? nah you know them, i know them. and the " shows", lolol.

rez and madison are your friends - not mine, i care the fuck less on what they do or what their thought are about me. oh and yea man, maybe my pants i sell in sl suck - but i can make em - you don't :) and i sell them. jelousy much?!

get over me, amanda. you are a deceving little heffa. and it will kill you in your last days of sl. make a dam business, sell your textures ( lawl ), do something instead of running your mouth on skype to ft and sonji. do some with you little pathetic so called life. get the fuck real with yourself instead of worrying about what i do. aint none of your beeswax to begin with.

i've always been a " free soul" in sl, and i am really  really glad.......i mean seriously glad you aint breathing down my neck anymore with your bullshit. bother madison with your crap, the one you hated once because ya argued over a sl bf,lol!

you go depressed on minute, but once someone pats you on your head like a lil pup, like rez does, you are all happy. you can't think and act for yourself and when you do try... you fail miserably.

do yourself a favor.. and get some help. trust me YOU need it.

now done and over with you. go away, dont worry about me or my doo da da's. gala is gala, and a surviver a one woman army. you on the other hand always need someone to hold you hand.

i don't.

so buzz off chica, theres is nothing here for you. nothing whatsover. you're done.

gala~

all was good in the hood later on last night. i was again peeved but i'm gonna get into that in a diffr post. what puzzled me, really puzzled me, was an email i've gotten today....

from my evicted tenant:

[8:08] AaliyahAzia Torres: make sure u send me a message when u get
back on cause i dont know wth u talk'n about i aint been on hea n a while
and i liked it where i was livn so y would i do somethin????? shit i
dunno so hit me back when u get on
[8:08] AaliyahAzia Torres: LOL gurl i didnt do shit 2 nobody wth

when i evicted her, i was driven purely by my emotions. which i need definetly need to work on. because emotions will cost me money while i am trying to maintain a place for others to stay ( in sl ), meaning also, i'll lose money.

starr seemed pretty sincere when she told me the story about how 'aaliyah' insulted her - so of course i believed her. now i get this message and i am confused. what i will do is, have both of them face to face and get the story straight. ( mannn do i feel like i am running a daycare sometimes)

the same thing with Ivey, which is really really miss, because she was one helluva woman. great personality and a nut. i just couldn't understand what took her so long to pay the rent, let the lease expire, one or 2 day of a lease lapse, which i guess, just hit me that pertaining day. after leaving her numerous offliners, and talked in game... i mean, patience is not one of my strongest virtues. and even leaving her a nice Im explaining why i had to do what i had to. she never replied. but i do miss her. i miss the whole original philly crew, such as jasmine, who went off world, because she said she wont have time for an apartment nor the extensive time for sl. however..i miss her as well.

starr wrote me an email too, which i find very very confusing, because i don't get her point :

[6:06] Starr Pinion: hehehe..i just read ya blog about the eviction and
then me walkin in on you and johnny playin
[6:06] Starr Pinion: girllll johnny n i don't have nothin goin on! have
at him! hahaha
[6:06] Starr Pinion: <3
[6:06] Starr Pinion: *muahh*

erhm ... i don't want johnny as my inworld boytoy?, nor would i ever CLAIM him or anyone else for that matter. johnny is my friend and partna in crime and makes me laugh like an idiot. this guy has added so much content to philly, which is just beautiful. and philly would be dead ass empty without him. i hope he never leaves, because we all luv the johnny.

Shosh In Philly

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i have a very well rounded knowledge of MMORG's/ RP/ PVE/PVP/ CHAT PROGZ - gaming. but yet i have never seen so much dam SEX and the " mine mine mine " attitude in my 8 years of gaming! i swear this is hitting a bottom low here! if some of you are not familar with 'roleplaying' - just STFU, go with the flow and learn from the people who do know - and NOT add or be the cause of the drama! don't beg, don't leech, and definetly don't stirr up any bullshit! i know and observe people's behaviour behind their av's, it's my nature as a gamer chic. i also know, when someone is all nicety nice in my dam face, to get on my " good side ".yet its all a pretending  game to get somewhere on my account better yet to get to the people i know or to get something out of people. i sometimes feel like a dam celebrity in sl, some just want a piece out of my " celeb shaddow " and it sickens me to my stomach to see this sneaky arsed behaviour.

also, since i am on a roll here and sl is down ( perfect time for bitching! ), don't and i mean DON'T put anyone's personal business into SL! i don't wanna hear it! if someone wants to talk about their personal RL, they will tell me on their OWN! i don't want to hear shit from a 3rd partie, claiming how they KNOW someone or what their RL deal is. stalking on the net is so common and so ugly and so fuckin triflin. i've seen it numerous times, but i also seen people going down in their RL, due to their stalking/ monitoring someone's else's life! when you get to that point - it's time to turn off the pc and do some self analyzing and perhaps get a real life for a chance!

there is obvious drama in philly. tensions are rising, people are gossiping, incl me, which is not cool. it's an unhealthy karma for all of us. we are keeping secrets from one another, yet everyone seems to know, but gets quiet - to not disturb the overall "peace".

well there is no harmony right now. of course i understand we are all human beings behind our pretty and not so pretty av's. we share or don't share common interests, which makes this place diverse and supposly cool and different from other places. but at this present time, i feel like there is to much beef going on and i am to the point to just dash it out on a plate confront the pertaining parties - straight up in your face attitude.

i know i said above, i should not invest personal feelings or be agitated (sp?) because of some bullshit. but in order to maintain a somewhat cool place and keep people letting be people, something has to be said.

it almost feels like ulcer developing inside of me. and that' unhealthy and gotta get out of my system.

the end,

gala~