2 posts tagged “johnny”

i guess some of you are awaiting the "gala - fuck -you - all - entry" here. well, no but i am so going to tell you what my stand here is.

i may add the " fuck you" at the end of this post.

dear johnny,

good things first, as i've told you last night in our im convo, yes i did thought you made an incredible place in shatagoogoo, the buildings are fantastic, the deli and your ideas are out of this world. yes and i was happy for you, that you made something really great out of your sl experience. much kudos to the building and your ideas, you will go a long way with these ideas and builds, i have no doubt about it.

but what ticked me off ( and i know you don't like confrontation - or the in your face attitude, but that's how i am, and you either stop reading at this point or you are going to listen to what i have to say ), was that you simply could not answer my question, when i asked you twice about it... if you " have moved out ". you totally beat around the bush with an answer such as " I am trying to test something ", next question was ignored, and then 3rd time a charm your reply was " yea dude ". nothing else but that. so i gave you my reply, you gave me yours, i replied once more - but you went mute.

lets rewind this story to 2 days ago, so maybe you can understand where i am coming from and why i am responding to you the way i am. two days ago, you and me talked in the bunker about what we all will build next, brainstorming the ideas of a new world in sl, among other private things, i wont disclose here, because these were told in confidentiality, and unlike " starr", i don't babble your biz out on the street or on a blog.

but lets keep it real here for a second, you've told me, johnny, when i asked you about starr and cemetary coming to game - you did indeed tell me that you said to cemetary " that starr was a crazy stalking bitch". which we all know she is. you told me things about her, a while back ... regarding her " behaviour" on pal talk and myspace... etc etc. wont even go into it, or that heffa may cut herself with a butterknife.

the point is, johnny, if you despite someone to that point, someone who has placed your rl business out there to me and who knows whom else, in a very destructive way, which could not only hurt your rl you, but also the sl community as in nasty trashy gossip - while the bitch smiles in my face. this is something i don't understand ( yes, i've gotten the message where you said... " i can't stay mad at people"), and this may make you the better person. i don't know.

but look at it from my point for a second. two days ago, the bitch comes to philly, she knew she was not welcomed, she leeched around while you were building, no one paid her much mind, but the always nice and cool cici. the next day, you pack up your stuff and move out. you made up with starr, you pack up, move out. my response to you was, prior to your move " just because you are cool with starr.. doesn't mean i am as well " which you " yay yaayed off ".

don't you honestly think, anyone would go a lil like " hmmmm" ? well i did. and the non reply's to me, were just a sign as in , you choose who you want to be friends with and next thing, you pack up your land and move.

don't you think this is a very very irrational move? something you worked hard for? and yet you let someone who could, bragged about it,have fucked up your rl relations... run the show???

dude, i don't know how you choose your friends, and yea yea, i know the pal talk history etc, but you may want to re- think what she is capable of doing to you and your life. it seems to me she almost has you on a puppet string. but then again this is your business, johnny, and none but your business. i hope you are happy with the situation as it is now.

i am for one not happy with it. i miss someone who i thought was my dam friend on sl, who i could crack up with, who had the most amazing ideas on how to take sl a step furtherm, who was a partner in crime when the "fatal four" shot people for the hell of it, for protecting the hood - like the dam musketeers.

i said a few weeks ago, i can't remember if i told you or myg, but i somewhat knew, that the day will come, where you will have to choose between pal talk ppls and sl peoples. and the day has come, and i am really saddend to hear you choose a psychotic bitch over people who do care about you in sl, who supported your ideas and the dream of creating something that hasn't been in sl.

it is basicly a herde mentality, where you move from one to the next chat place - with the same people, repeat a repeat and forget who was there showing you the robes and getting you accustomed to sl.

people like you johnny. alex and myg luv you and i truly hope you guys will have a cool ass continuance as far as a online friendship can go.

but as for me, i miss you, but i hope you will find all the happyness in sl.

gala~

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dear starr bitch,

yes i am just going to refer to you as a bitch, a triflin leech and an instigator with delusions galore.

you are no good, i sensed trouble when i first met you. you will eventually shovel your own grave in sl. i have no doubts about it - because you have a twisted personality that you just can't get rid of it and eventually it will play catch up with you again - in sl. you may think you won the game. the " i am johnny's friend" bullshit?

but you haven't. you are a " filler in".

listen, i don't know what you consider a friend, or better yet what makes someone to like you as a friend? you told me a few things to many about your rl antics by - stalking  the johnny. you even had the nerve to bragg about how you almost broke up his rl relations? dude are you fuckin INSANE?! what is the deal with you.. i mean forels chica, what is the fuckin deal with YOU!

after i gave you ONLY a small piece of my mind at "tattletales" last night, you ran like the coward you are. you know i so had you by your horns but yet you ran. *laughs*

same for you, rewind a few weeks back... when you acted like an total ass in the hood, by first of all getting everyone and their uncles to buy you clothes, skins and things on sl, then you come with a leeched collar given to you by the lovely lisa and make everyone, alex, johnny etc... your new found " masters". not even knowing the fine print of consensual roleplay. as i said in one of my previous writtings, if you don't know jack shit about RP, step the fuck back and let people who know teach you the robes! you layed on MY streets, MY hood and just annoyed the living shit out of everyone. i said back then you are not welcomed in my hood. yet you have the fuckin balls to show up 2 days ago like nothing ever happend. with the excuses... blah blah johnny invited me blah blah. yes johnny invited you to his LAND not MINE!

anyhow, you are a so easy to figure out, its almost no fun to analyze you. but i will put it on here anyhow, because you are in need of a sweet dose of reality bitch! btw... where are all your "newly made friends" that you posted all these pics on here when you copy catted a vox blog? have they figured your ass out as well and gave you the sl boot?

where is the german, where is ben ( can't find your own friends eh'?, gotta use friends of someone else )

why do you come back to philly, why do you stalk people, why are you a roach that multiplies by the dozen? i tell you why, because your life is the life of a subhuman, your big job at the radio station? lol as what a security guard? not that security guards are bad people - no they are needed as well. but stop faking the fuckin funk.

i met people like you many many times before on the world wide wait, and you all have the same personality traits. which may fool some people specially in the male testosterone department.

but you can't fool a female! specially not me.

sweetie, you will fail again, big time, because you can't keep your dam mouth shut, you can't stop the stalking, you have an " breathing down someone's neck mentality", which of course you are trying to hide with female cutsieness. but trust me in the long run, it will hit you like a brickwall! you will bawl in front of your pc and think everyone is out there to get you, being mean and just sooo unfair to poor little you.

re- think your life, bitch, trust me you will do your self and people who semi care about you a big favour. the " masculine " asdsdtt/ dude /wtf " chat coolness is not becoming,not on sl. you call it JUST a game.

well this is not a game trick. some people are in there for the love of the $, for the love of creating a virtual experience. if it wouldnt have been for the desingers, how else would you buy yur fucking clothes, your wig, your appearance?

get with the progam asshole. and stfu about things you either to ignorant to understand, or learn how to stop on being such an annoying fuck in sl.

but all in all, i think it is to late for you. you are stucked in your ways, you created this online persona, in pal talk, sl or wherever. and that is you.

nah don't change... stay just like that, so we can have some to laugh about, which will leave you in tears in front of your monitor. yea stay like that bitch, i for one love to ridicule people like you and bring you down to your knees.

with luv,

gala~

all was good in the hood later on last night. i was again peeved but i'm gonna get into that in a diffr post. what puzzled me, really puzzled me, was an email i've gotten today....

from my evicted tenant:

[8:08] AaliyahAzia Torres: make sure u send me a message when u get
back on cause i dont know wth u talk'n about i aint been on hea n a while
and i liked it where i was livn so y would i do somethin????? shit i
dunno so hit me back when u get on
[8:08] AaliyahAzia Torres: LOL gurl i didnt do shit 2 nobody wth

when i evicted her, i was driven purely by my emotions. which i need definetly need to work on. because emotions will cost me money while i am trying to maintain a place for others to stay ( in sl ), meaning also, i'll lose money.

starr seemed pretty sincere when she told me the story about how 'aaliyah' insulted her - so of course i believed her. now i get this message and i am confused. what i will do is, have both of them face to face and get the story straight. ( mannn do i feel like i am running a daycare sometimes)

the same thing with Ivey, which is really really miss, because she was one helluva woman. great personality and a nut. i just couldn't understand what took her so long to pay the rent, let the lease expire, one or 2 day of a lease lapse, which i guess, just hit me that pertaining day. after leaving her numerous offliners, and talked in game... i mean, patience is not one of my strongest virtues. and even leaving her a nice Im explaining why i had to do what i had to. she never replied. but i do miss her. i miss the whole original philly crew, such as jasmine, who went off world, because she said she wont have time for an apartment nor the extensive time for sl. however..i miss her as well.

starr wrote me an email too, which i find very very confusing, because i don't get her point :

[6:06] Starr Pinion: hehehe..i just read ya blog about the eviction and
then me walkin in on you and johnny playin
[6:06] Starr Pinion: girllll johnny n i don't have nothin goin on! have
at him! hahaha
[6:06] Starr Pinion: <3
[6:06] Starr Pinion: *muahh*

erhm ... i don't want johnny as my inworld boytoy?, nor would i ever CLAIM him or anyone else for that matter. johnny is my friend and partna in crime and makes me laugh like an idiot. this guy has added so much content to philly, which is just beautiful. and philly would be dead ass empty without him. i hope he never leaves, because we all luv the johnny.

Shosh In Philly

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i have a very well rounded knowledge of MMORG's/ RP/ PVE/PVP/ CHAT PROGZ - gaming. but yet i have never seen so much dam SEX and the " mine mine mine " attitude in my 8 years of gaming! i swear this is hitting a bottom low here! if some of you are not familar with 'roleplaying' - just STFU, go with the flow and learn from the people who do know - and NOT add or be the cause of the drama! don't beg, don't leech, and definetly don't stirr up any bullshit! i know and observe people's behaviour behind their av's, it's my nature as a gamer chic. i also know, when someone is all nicety nice in my dam face, to get on my " good side ".yet its all a pretending  game to get somewhere on my account better yet to get to the people i know or to get something out of people. i sometimes feel like a dam celebrity in sl, some just want a piece out of my " celeb shaddow " and it sickens me to my stomach to see this sneaky arsed behaviour.

also, since i am on a roll here and sl is down ( perfect time for bitching! ), don't and i mean DON'T put anyone's personal business into SL! i don't wanna hear it! if someone wants to talk about their personal RL, they will tell me on their OWN! i don't want to hear shit from a 3rd partie, claiming how they KNOW someone or what their RL deal is. stalking on the net is so common and so ugly and so fuckin triflin. i've seen it numerous times, but i also seen people going down in their RL, due to their stalking/ monitoring someone's else's life! when you get to that point - it's time to turn off the pc and do some self analyzing and perhaps get a real life for a chance!

there is obvious drama in philly. tensions are rising, people are gossiping, incl me, which is not cool. it's an unhealthy karma for all of us. we are keeping secrets from one another, yet everyone seems to know, but gets quiet - to not disturb the overall "peace".

well there is no harmony right now. of course i understand we are all human beings behind our pretty and not so pretty av's. we share or don't share common interests, which makes this place diverse and supposly cool and different from other places. but at this present time, i feel like there is to much beef going on and i am to the point to just dash it out on a plate confront the pertaining parties - straight up in your face attitude.

i know i said above, i should not invest personal feelings or be agitated (sp?) because of some bullshit. but in order to maintain a somewhat cool place and keep people letting be people, something has to be said.

it almost feels like ulcer developing inside of me. and that' unhealthy and gotta get out of my system.

the end,

gala~