yesterday i pretty much didn't do anything but exploring several sims and looking for more ideas for my "project zum".
of course i had to stop by at " Loch Newchurch's Missing Mile aka Paperstreet aka Soap ".
i've been adoring her work and ideas since i've pretty much gotten into sl.
she has a way to get into the most tiniest details, from making small things such a porn mags stack to an alpha bottle set to the most amazing builds, such as crackhouses, condemmed buildings, and not to forget to mention her dirty clothes, hobo gear, neko boots, necklaces - hell just everything.
as it says in her profile picks, about her: " I am a Jane of all trades "
i've popped into " missing mile " late last night, to see loch newchurch and her friends dancing and " hoo'ng" in a club she made near her mainshop. i've joined the crowd and danced away to some cool tunes by a dj... who's name i forgot, villian or some like that.
it was an interesting crowd, from dirty jeans and oil stained arms ( miss newchurch's ) to some ueber sexy dancer blonde vixen named " Bliss ", to a shirtless DJ, some depressed neko's and the allmighty noobs whom are just everywhere.
i swear, my sl skin starts to itch when i see the stocky noob crip walk, to the idiotic hair and gear. ( there are freebies out there chumps, you don't have to LOOK like that!)
but that is i guess one of my personal pet peeves - i just can't stand it.
anyhow, back to the soap paperstreet and her kickassery builds. there is not one thing i dislike on her 1/4 sim. well maybe the pig, its so bright in all the darkness. but you can have great convos with the piglet, it will talk to you and has a bit of an attitude.
loch newchurch at first comes across a lil hesitant torwards strangers, new people. but it is so not the case. she doesn't say to much, communicates with gestures and then talks... not like a can of worms but rather observing and to the point, with occasional " hey angie put some damn dancer clothes on - or you'll be fired ( with some laughs added to it )" to " these fucking zombie campers, i don't want no zombie campers ", to " oh black bettie .. i haven't heard that in a while".
i think she is cool as hell. she is not " untouchable ", she is just different, she is loch newchurch!
i got spoiled on her sploder that she had in the club. won over 400L's that i indeed spend at her shop, to buy some " pissed jeans" ( they are a hoot! ) to a condemmed building, to lil knick knacks that she had sitting out for free for everyone to copy.
which took me to another tour through her "replica of the fight club house/ build". i've seen it many times before, but she is an artist and changes things around - so go there and visit!
if you haven't seen the house - you are lame/ non cool.
this is a MUST SEE. she even has a cutout of crazy " marla " in the kitchen. and to my surprise - loch now sells the " fight club house" on her vendors! something i suppose many people have been waiting for - because the build - the textures are so dam out of this world.
if i would have the landspace - this building would so be mine, standing there in the ghost of tyler durden and making soap out of "marla's dead granma".
btw... loch an idea, how about a replica of the actual fightclub " fighting room"?
i've seen people who've tried to make it such as " donk kongo", but nuh uh...you have to feel the "fight club" you have to live the fight club - to create and make just that.
the end,
gala~
" zum " is in it's babysteps.
i bought land on the popular vodou sim, right next to the crack den. ( actually i gambled and won the money for the land costs )
vodou it's a mix culturial living there, mainly steam - cyber - punks and of course the rp's of the crack den. i had some visits from a "cd cop" looking for a armed guy in black clothing. i was building, so nope haven't seen no armed guy.maybe he just stopped by to compliment me on my
"good looks", so he said.....
anyhow, i am determinded to make this work! regardless what someone said in sl. fuck it i am not gonna protect his name, let me talk like i always talk and yes the offender is " ston3d whitfield ", who claims that i can not texture or build and that i am the ( his wording ) " the most stupest girl on sl ". ( i know another sl bastard who probably loves to read this part about being "stupid", but you know what..........i don't care - you are all nothing! )
now, i may not be the best builder, hell my allignments sucks, my builds can look crooked and i never claimed to be a builder. never ever. but i can create, texture, ( as seen in this blog ) make other people shit look nice, and now i am experimenting with making my own textures. maybe they are NOT the best - yet. maybe it will take me another 6 month to make some awesome textures. but nevertheless, i have ideas, i can do a city layout, i have style, my own gala style!
i've worked and experimented with some of the best builders/ texture queens of sl aka " Arcadia Asylum ". who showed me a thing and two about texturing and alpha layers. and she never talked me down on my creations. no she actually complimented me on my brownstones in " section 8 ", and really that ment a whole lot to me, someone of her knowledge to send me a compliment.
this woman's creations floating all over sl. everyone seen her dumpsters, trucks, taxi cabs, her barrels. but i had the pleasure to see more of her creations, the way she ads 3 dimensional textures into one alpha texure and showed me on how to use it to make a " rat", arcadia builds out of her own "ass". she builds in no building areas. by attaching the builds to her ass. now this is fuckin art! she is dam amazing - simple as that.
but one thing i did realize, i can not create in sl, while someone looks over my shoulder, while someone is in my presence to be precise. and that was exactly happening with ston3d. i can't work when i know, whatever i do, will be critized, is never good enough, never perfect, never anything.
i have to work on my own. i have to be able to let my fingers/ mouse do the building and texturing and i need my 1920's radio station or some heavy old metallica station, where i can let my creations flow.
and thats what i did yesterday. being at vodou and just do that. it even makes me nervous to see people somewhere near me, because i want to be alone and create. i guess i have to get used to it, to have some bystanders somewhere and watch what i am doing, but atleast they wont say shit to me.
hell, i've helped to make " lil carducci's" sim, by poppin out the hood look and alleys before he had to change the sim due to LL messing him up on some perma crash old ass sim. i made a diner there, not the one i've mentioned above, but one, that was so dam good looking from scratch, called " the greasy grind " ( amanda came up with the name )
i never took pics of the greasy grind... but let me tell you - that diner was kickass.
"ston3ed" is a great builder, he indeed is, but the ideas for his saloon - came from me ( my dam idea by using yahoo im, to send him pics on what a saloon from the cowboy days suppose to look like ).
so fuck you ston3d, i know you read this. i may can not build like you - but my ideas are better then yours plus i don't talk people down in their creations! there were many things he made, and i didn't agree with it. but sometimes its better to STFU then downtalk people while they are trying to do their best.
anyhow......
::zum:: is in the making, in the process, in the happening. and i am happy about it.
what will i sell? hellifiknow.. my ideas are a reflection of me and my mind. they come as i am feeling the creative push button on my mouse.
thats it kiddz, gala on her way back to work and make some things happening. i am proud to be back in effect.
one last word for the ne-sayers and gala haters - you can all kiss my highyella ass!
the end,
gala~
story will follow...one day, some day, tomorrow or whenever.
there is a sl trend going on that is seriously urking the living shit out of me.
the new trend is
" be black / african/ african american/ talk ebonics ( or what they think is ebonics ) be a hood momma/ thug/ have a black name/ dress ghetto'ish/ be as urban and stupid as you can be "
everywhere i go, as of lately - brown/ blackness is in style. and yep i think its a bunch of bullshit. pale skin is out of style, skin designers are working overtime to give the lower/ middle /upperclass kidd/ suzie homemaker, the perfect black bronzed and shiny oily skin.
then these residents run all over sl and talk about their " sistah/ brotha hood and don't mess with MA family or i'll bust a cap in yo ass".
you people are non but assholes to me. go to any hip hop club and look at the stereotypical looks of a sistah with a huge ass, hips maxed out 100, legs like a broomstick and yea the hootchie momma wear. skimpy, tasteless, stupid.
but who is really behind these black av's? some chics, weighing in 300 lbs, with skin as white as this typing screen, living of welfare, or having a husband who does bring in the money to feed their black sl addiction? kids being neglected so momma can be a sistah hanging with her sissy poo's and hollaring all over the place? don't forget the guns, yea man, when you black you gotta have " dem gunz ", cause all black folks shoot right? WRONG!
you fuckin idiots are a disgrace! the furthest your blackness goes too, is to have some highschool kid in your local grocery store, bagging ya bags on the register check out lane. and the highschool kid may be a honorole student, making some money during summerbreak to get him/her self somewhere else then being labeled as a black nobody.
you people know as much about african / american culture as the village idiot in washington does - N O N E !
the trend of becoming " black " in sl is a disgrace to the black community. specially when it comes to so called
" black behaviour", which includes stereotypical hood ghetto trash talk attitude.
most of you have not set a foot into the real hood, nor had any real communications with african americans. and you wouldn't want too, trust me. because, your ass would be scared to death in the hood. you don't want to be shouting about gangs and thugs and on and on. why? because your asses would be dead, simple as that. these rl gangs don't play - yet you fools on sl pretend to be a part of them. it makes me sick to my stomach.
this is not rp anymore, no you are messing with a culture and you're making black people look like some dam fools.
keep it the hell real, don't try to be something you can't be, make a fool out of the african american population and come up to me in sl and sing " this is why i'm hawt " !
ya some dumb ass clowns and someone has to tell you that. which is me! i am a mutt - i can be what i choose to be in sl. and still, i don't walk around and call people the N- word, again because it's discriminating and made up by all of your pilgrim ancestors.
you all should be ashamed of yourselfs!
gala!
yodels!
i made my first jeans yesterday! how lame i know. i've been almost an year in sl and my skills are linking boxes with an uneven allignment, texturing ( sometimes i forget the select button...... ), talking smack and now i made some jeans.
ston had to walk me step by step through photoshop, and my slow ass forgot some layer or rgb or whatever the hell all this layer/ channel stuff suppose to be. i finally had it after around 2 hours. ston, mind you is french and the communication is not always easy because my french is limited to cuss words. sooooo, poor guy i think he was frustrated as hell. but i did IT!
of course, i have to bragg. every designer in sl is gonna be like " yawn...eeh... nice? ". but fuck ya, this is a big deal to me damit. i've never knew how to use this " free version of ps.......la laa, shhhh... ",
so yea i am all channeled and layered up and in jeans making heaven. my desktop is cluttered up in dam sl default templates and screenshots. i am the bomb!
here are some ass shots of me with the "artefact logo".
i know all these pics are " ueber belichtet" but anyhow, i like lots of contrast pics, so bite that ass if you can't see this shit.
- - -
then something really really funny happend. i get an im, from someone, who i didn't know, wanting to marry me and sending me a marriage proposal. this convo was hillarious. i now found out today who it was but the name will be withheld to protect the "clowns celebrity status".
but here read this shit... its funny:
[10:47] Hot Potato: (Saved Sat Jun 16 13:36:10 2007) hey hooker
[10:47] Gala Alva: wtf?
[10:48] Hot Potato: huh
[10:48] Gala Alva: [10:47] Hot Potato: (Saved Sat Jun 16 13:36:10 2007) hey hooker
[10:48] Gala Alva: who the hell are you?
[10:48] Hot Potato: whats that?
[10:48] Gala Alva: thats what you said dumb ass
[10:48] Hot Potato: oh
[10:48] Gala Alva: yea oh
[10:48] Hot Potato: u wann get married?
[10:49] Gala Alva: dude
[10:49] Gala Alva: you need help
[10:49] Hot Potato: ok
[10:49] Hot Potato: can u help me?
[10:49] Gala Alva: yea for 10000 L i help your ass
[10:50] Hot Potato: what i get for that
[10:50] Hot Potato: thats alot
[10:50] Gala Alva: help
[10:50] Gala Alva: you get help
[10:50] Gala Alva: now gimme 10K L's
[10:50] Hot Potato: i only have 8000
[10:50] Gala Alva: i take that
[10:50] Hot Potato: what kinda help?
[10:50] Gala Alva: you see
[10:50] Hot Potato: tp me
[10:50] Gala Alva: i gotta tp you to another place
[10:51] Gala Alva: not here
[10:51] Hot Potato: why
[10:51] Hot Potato: where are you?
[10:51] Gala Alva: because this is private land
[10:51] Hot Potato: whose land?
[10:51] Gala Alva: mine
[10:51] Hot Potato: then its not private
[10:51] Hot Potato: for 8ooo i wanna go to private land
[10:51] Gala Alva: yep it is no one can come here
[10:52] Hot Potato: why?
[10:52] Gala Alva: because thats how it is
[10:52] Hot Potato: u rting to trick me
[10:52] Gala Alva: naw
[10:52] Hot Potato: you not gonna help
[10:52] Hot Potato: you gonna rob me
[10:52] Gala Alva: naw
[10:52] Hot Potato: yes
[10:52] Gala Alva: naw
[10:52] Gala Alva: i am gonna get ya some help
[10:53] Hot Potato: then i wanna gotoprivate land for help
[10:53] Gala Alva: i'm sure you do but i take you to a wonderland
[10:53] Hot Potato: no
[10:53] Hot Potato: your land
[10:53] Gala Alva: oh yes
[10:53] Gala Alva: thats not my land its private land i cant change the settings
[10:54] Hot Potato: its yopur botfriends land
[10:54] Gala Alva: whats a botfriend
[10:54] Hot Potato: you are gonna try to rob
[10:55] Hot Potato: you and your boyfriend
[10:55] Gala Alva: haha
[10:55] Gala Alva: i am alone here
[10:55] Hot Potato: thats yo land?
[10:55] Gala Alva: thats mine with my partner land
[10:55] Hot Potato: i thought it was private
[10:56] Gala Alva: you either get your ass here or you not gonna get help
[10:56] Hot Potato: i do need help
[10:56] Gala Alva: i know you do
[10:56] Gala Alva: now tp here
[10:57] Hot Potato: but i only got 6Ls
[10:57] Gala Alva: you got 8k you said
[11:06] Gala Alva: byeeee noobtard
[11:06] Hot Potato: i love you
[11:06] Gala Alva: everyone does
[11:06] Hot Potato: dont do this to me
[11:07] Gala Alva: you should have paid up
[10:57] Hot Potato: this aint private
[10:57] You: dont worry about it
[10:57] You: now pay up
[10:57] You: and then you get help
[10:57] Hot Potato: then what?
[10:57] You: 8k
[10:57] You: pay me
[10:58] Hot Potato: and then
[10:58] Hot Potato: i feel bad about this
[10:58] You: what did i say?
[10:58] Hot Potato: u trick me huh?
[10:58] You: i said you get help
[10:58] You: i never trick
[10:58] Hot Potato: but how
[10:58] You: you'll see
[10:58] You: i need gambling money
[10:58] Hot Potato: sex?
[10:58] You: omg
[10:58] Hot Potato: im asking you
[10:59] You: its a suprise
[10:59] Hot Potato: i want help
[10:59] Hot Potato: not a surprise
[10:59] You: you get the help after you pay up
[10:59] Hot Potato: i know your boyfriend hiding round here
[10:59] You: with you weird ass name
[10:59] Hot Potato: u trying to rob me
[10:59] You: nope no one here
[10:59] Hot Potato: wheere he at
[10:59] You: dude you're a noob
[10:59] Hot Potato shouts: come out
[10:59] You: lol
[10:59] You: lol
[11:00] You: look at the map troll
[11:00] Hot Potato: who u callin a noob?
[11:00] You: you with that raggedy tattoo
[11:00] You: dont work
[11:00] Hot Potato: help me NOW
[11:00] You: scripts off
[11:00] You: you want me to hurt you
[11:01] Hot Potato: you are a thief
[11:01] You: because i can
[11:01] Hot Potato: u cant help me
[11:01] You: pay the hell up
[11:01] You: noob i said
[11:01] You: no scripts
[11:01] You: no build
[11:01] Hot Potato: are you black?
[11:01] You: you can slap all you want
[11:01] You: like charcoal
[11:01] Hot Potato: i bet you white
[11:02] You: yee i bet you are
[11:02] You: you're a white boy
[11:02] Hot Potato: im from germany
[11:02] Hot Potato: nazi
[11:02] You: idc
[11:02] You: gimme my money
[11:02] Hot Potato: where you from
[11:02] You: dont ask me questions pay me
[11:03] Hot Potato: no because you robbing
[11:03] Hot Potato: bad girl
[11:03] You: listen up
[11:03] Hot Potato: ok
[11:03] You: you want to call me a hooker
[11:03] You: and rp ya way on my shit here
[11:03] You: you better pay up
[11:04] Hot Potato: i no understand
[11:04] You: you understand kidd
[11:04] Hot Potato: i do?
[11:04] You: sure you do
[11:04] Hot Potato: im not sure what you are talkin of
[11:05] You: find hot
[11:05] psiTEC II: Finding Hot Potato.
[11:05] You: /blitz hot
[11:05] You: blitz hot
[11:05] Hot Potato: hey
[11:05] psiTEC II: Targeting Hot Potato with blitz.
[11:05] You: hey
[11:05] You: hahahaha
[11:06] Hot Potato: i love you
[11:06] Gala Alva: everyone does
[11:06] Hot Potato: dont do this to me
[11:07] Gala Alva: you should have paid up
[11:09] Hot Potato: i sent u proposal for marriage.. u get?
[11:10] Gala Alva: you must be out of your mind lmao
[11:10] Gala Alva: broke ass
[11:10] Hot Potato: i got money this an alt
[11:10] Gala Alva: oh i know this is a alt
[11:11] Hot Potato: i would accept
[11:11] Hot Potato: how do u know alt
[11:11] Gala Alva: you're lil
[11:11] Gala Alva: or ston
[11:11] Hot Potato: who
[11:11] Gala Alva: one of them
[11:11] Hot Potato: u have 2 botfriends
[11:12] Gala Alva: shuddup you know what i am talking about
[11:12] Hot Potato: what means shuuddup
[11:12] Gala Alva: you fight like LIL
[11:12] Gala Alva: you talk like STON
[11:12] Gala Alva: you one of them
[11:12] Hot Potato: was
[11:13] Gala Alva: ja ja ja was
[11:13] Hot Potato: who is lil ston?
[11:13] Gala Alva: lmao
[11:13] Gala Alva: he is a lil ston
[11:14] Hot Potato: youo know get it
[11:14] Gala Alva: snap out of it noob, you are wasting your time
[11:14] Hot Potato: so i marry?
[11:14] Gala Alva: marry your bf
[11:14] Hot Potato: you?
[11:15] Hot Potato: yes
[11:15] Gala Alva: unlikley
[11:15] Hot Potato: why
[11:15] Gala Alva: i am no man dork
[11:15] Hot Potato: i sent proposal
[11:15] Gala Alva: never gotten it and i would never accept
[11:15] Hot Potato: check email i think
[11:15] Hot Potato: i do 8000
[11:16] Gala Alva: give me 8k now
[11:16] Hot Potato: sfter you accept
[11:16] Hot Potato: io no dummy
[11:16] Gala Alva: no before
[11:16] Hot Potato: u rick me
[11:17] Gala Alva: oh well you never gonna get married to this lovely gala then
[11:17] Hot Potato: a not do it
[11:17] Hot Potato: there
[11:17] Hot Potato: now go
[11:17] Gala Alva: you owe me 7999
[11:18] Hot Potato: yes
[11:18] Hot Potato: check du emai
[11:18] Hot Potato: hp
[11:18] Gala Alva: yawns
[11:18] Hot Potato: gyes?
[11:18] Hot Potato: what means yawns
[11:19] Gala Alva: 7998
[11:19] Hot Potato: ui gve u money
[11:19] Hot Potato: yawns is yes?
[11:19] Gala Alva: yawns - tired
[11:19] Hot Potato: then go to sleep
[11:19] Gala Alva: you bore me now
[11:19] Hot Potato: we marry later
[11:20] Gala Alva: we marry not k?
[11:20] Hot Potato: i love you
[11:20] Gala Alva: i know you love me everyone does i told you
[11:20] Hot Potato: i go buy us rings
[11:20] Hot Potato: ok?
[11:20] Gala Alva: yea go buy em
[11:20] Hot Potato: ok
[11:20] Hot Potato: bye
[11:20] Hot Potato: we narry
[11:20] Gala Alva: i wear silver only
[11:20] Gala Alva: make that platinum
[11:20] Hot Potato: ok
[11:21] Gala Alva: ringsize is 7
[11:21] Hot Potato: u wana come?
[11:21] Gala Alva: no you go now and buy these and then give me 7998
[11:21] Hot Potato: mp
[11:22] Hot Potato: u lie
[11:22] Hot Potato: u trick
[11:22] Gala Alva: yawns
[11:22] Gala Alva: go now
[11:22] Hot Potato: was es yawns
[11:22] Gala Alva: muede
[11:22] Hot Potato: oh
[11:22] Hot Potato: we marry now?
[11:23] Gala Alva: nah after you give me the money i need a dress
[11:23] Gala Alva: lol
[11:23] Hot Potato: ok
[11:23] Hot Potato: go accept email
[11:23] Hot Potato: we marry and i pay
[11:23] Gala Alva: money first chump
[11:23] Gala Alva: no no no
[11:23] Gala Alva: you pay first
[11:23] Hot Potato: tes yes yes
[11:23] Hot Potato: i know dummy
[11:23] Gala Alva: or i shoot you again
[11:24] Hot Potato: you shot me?
[11:24] Hot Potato: not good
[11:24] Gala Alva: well that how it goes
[11:24] Gala Alva: now go and buy me a pretty ring
[11:24] Gala Alva: and give me 8k
[11:24] Hot Potato: no kiss my butt
[11:24] Hot Potato: u trick
[11:24] Gala Alva: muahahaha
[11:24] Hot Potato: i know
[11:25] Hot Potato: marry then money
[11:25] Gala Alva: no money first
[11:25] Gala Alva: or go away and dont waste my time
[11:25] Gala Alva: troll
[11:25] Hot Potato: but i need you
[11:26] Hot Potato: ji pay
[11:26] Gala Alva: ok pay me now
[11:26] Gala Alva: 8k
[11:26] Gala Alva: not 1l
[11:26] Gala Alva: depp
[11:26] Hot Potato: we marry?
[11:26] Gala Alva: money money money lalalalaa
[11:27] Hot Potato: no MARRY
[11:27] Hot Potato: NOWand i pay
[11:27] Hot Potato: email
[11:27] Gala Alva: i dont marry no broke ass
[11:27] Hot Potato: i no broke
[11:27] Gala Alva: you are broke
[11:27] Hot Potato: no
[11:27] Hot Potato: see
[11:27] Hot Potato: now go marry
[11:27] Gala Alva: 8L .....yawns
[11:28] Hot Potato: u no good
[11:28] Hot Potato: u a trick
[11:28] Gala Alva: yea no good
[11:28] Hot Potato: not cool
[11:28] Gala Alva: yea yea yea
[11:28] Gala Alva: ok now begone and dont waste my time
[11:28] Hot Potato: bye hooker
[11:28] Gala Alva: bye broke ass fool
[11:29] Hot Potato: i go marry reel woman'
[11:29] Gala Alva: quit typing
[11:29] Gala Alva: yee do that
[11:29] Hot Potato: uoi
[11:29] Hot Potato: u no look goon you black
[11:30] Gala Alva: ok some more shit and your ass is on my mute list
[11:30] Gala Alva: the fun is over
[11:30] Gala Alva: now stfu and go
[11:30] Hot Potato: no
[11:30] Hot Potato: i need you
[11:30] Gala Alva: well then you gonna get muted
[11:30] Hot Potato: NOOOOOOOO that will kill me
[11:31] Hot Potato: i stop now
[11:31] Hot Potato: ok we marry later
[11:31] Hot Potato: ih
[11:31] Hot Potato: o love u
[11:31] Hot Potato: bye
- - - -
and last but not least a pic i added to my flickr thingy, edited in ps... i love it!
the end,
gala~
artefact is slowly very slowly developing. to slow for me.
ston3d and me have created our biz, logo, gallery, kitsch called " Artefact ". a gallery of starving sl artists, him and me. we are renting a 1/4 sim that cost us a fortune. the development of the sim is fucking slow.
i am getting very impatient, because every minute is costing us rl $, to be precise $L30k a month.
i can't build like he can. i can make some boxes and fill those with strawberry textures. and or slap some textures on buildings, land hell everywhere. the theme of the sim suppose to be southwestern. do i have textures for this project?
i so don't.
but i got a freebie alpha dog from slx called " mexican hairless".
ston made some street looking layout, popped some prims around. we are trying to build around the other uglyness of the sim. all modern shops, a dam camper casino place and these sidewalks that just make me dam itch. its so dam ugly. specially one palmtree is urking the living shit out of me. i hate that tree! standing there like a symbol of wealthyness.
basicly, nothing is going the way i want it to go. once i get my head into a project - i want to build, i want my mind to go along with the 1/4 sim and its build.
i'm not sure if we will last on this land. because ston spends more time on his land aka gallery and doing a dam good job, i mean really. but what about the land that is killing me financially and mentally?!
i want a dam sim. yes they are for rent for only waaaaah $380 - $400 a month. but we can't even make the 1/4 sim to get some basics done. how would a whole sim look? like a lego box with retarded nothingness.
i've always been a fan of dark, trashy looking textures. i've popped the other day into " loch newchurch's " spot in sl ( soap - paperstreet ). gah dont have a slurl, but look it up and go there!
and i was so dam blown away, she changed the whole thing around. it looks freaking fantastic. i adored the powerlines, the huge spinning whatever it may be. the spinning old newspapers, the talking pig which i had a interesting convo with. man i love her spot - always did. not to mention of course her "fight club house".
or "gritty kitty's" old sim/plot in sl. that was a masterpiece. i'm not to fond of "noam's" new place. a sim that is just to bright next to old, next to carnival teapots. just not appealing to me. his old place was so well done.
but i suppose people /artists move on, just like myself, even tho i always say " i am more of an artist in my mind then in the actual making of it" - which is true.
my mind is brainstorming, i want something GOOD. i don't want to be rich in sl ( i mean..hell if ya wanna slap some L's on me...hehe go ahead and do it, so i can buy myself a horse from AKK, hah! )
ston said " we are not pirates anymore - we are now mexicans ". well i feel like a tourist in mexico and not a original.
can anyone smell the frustration i am feeling here?
yea man...i guess we will lose the sim, because ston is not building as i thought he would. he is an artist that works when the sun and moon are right. which i guess is cool but when it comes to rl $, then i am very pushy to get the ball rolling.
i want to create and be on go, with people who appreciate some of my shit i make, or make other peoples shit better.
but how many of me are on sl? many...
my skills are limited. i am not a ps pro, just simple stuff i can do. and i hate reading tutorials. i don't understand a dam thing in the end.
waaah waaah waaah, cry whine bla bla.
i found a new talent tho, i can take good pics in sl and last night, ston and me we created some kickass arts. me the photographer - he the ps editor maker. the art is good, yes its a blue phase dark thing, but good.
but this is not enough, we could have done way more, build the gawd dam sim up. i guess will never happen.
and oh yeaa, some else that bothers me to the dam max are ston's weird ass friends. these triflin shemales bitches or homley suzie homecooking types, wrapped up in a hot vixen AV.
they make my eye twitch.
some chic came by a few times last night. once she saw me, she was all polite nice but i felt the claws behind her bullshit, the " nice to meet you crap".
and as usual, i always pass out in the middle of sl. to wake up and read the chat convo of that bitch coming around again at 3AM EST and just asking ston all sorts of questions and complimenting him on how good he is, how wonderful and what a different kind of man he is. ( put a butter bucket underneith that shit, so it can all flow in there )
ston is from france and some of the things these heffas say, i suppose he misinterpret (sp?). it was a clear " come be with me, fuck my pixel skins to death convo". he eventually told her he was going to bed and said good night.
but anyhow... it is annoying as hell.
retarded hos of sl, who always want not just a piece but the whole cake.
i'm gonna close this with some stuff i made. its scribble scrabble, its nothing - everyone can do it. i don't even know how it came out like that, what brushes and crap i used. just some shit i made.
above a pic i took of the first building i textured at the 1/4 sim.
i took this pic last night. there was a phantom prim of ston's, he couldn't see it, but i did, so i added a beaded texture, made a tube like prim out of it and took the photo. today i went to psp and just added whatever on it, forgot to add more light on the light spots but i was to lazy to do any more magic wand crap and just wanted it to look unfinished as everything else is right now.
the end,
gala~
so much to say, but our evening ended so peacefully and mellow... so all i am going to say is,
good night
from ston & gala
weirdos are everywhere, man.
so out of the blue, i've gotten an tp invite, while hanging out at ston's spot, from someone who is well mental?!
i mean really, i'm minding my own business, and this joker comes along and messages me. anyone know who that is? i pay you 1L's for any hints. hah!
[18:44] Gargantuan Garrigus: hey. where are you?
[18:45] Gala Alva: who the fuck are you
[18:45] Gargantuan Garrigus: gar. who are you? lol
[18:45] Gala Alva: you message me right?
[18:45] Gala Alva: what you want
[18:46] Gargantuan Garrigus: yeah. just wondering what atrium naturists is
[18:46] Gala Alva: i dont know go ask god
[18:46] Gargantuan Garrigus: i am god.
[18:47] Gala Alva: then you know the answer
[18:47] Gargantuan Garrigus: yes. you have been looking for me
[18:47] Gala Alva: no actually i have not
[18:48] Gargantuan Garrigus: do you want to be nice to me or not?
[18:48] Gala Alva: nope
[18:48] Gargantuan Garrigus: story of my life
[18:48] Gala Alva: well someone will adopt you
[18:49] Gargantuan Garrigus: it should be you.
[18:50] Gala Alva: looka here... i dont know which is your main av. obviously you maye know me but you gotta be an ass and hide behind some noob shit
[18:51] Gargantuan Garrigus: keep guessing
[18:52] Gala Alva: could be a shitload of people
[18:52] Gargantuan Garrigus: san antonio?
[18:52] Gala Alva: the who?
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1L's....you heard me. get rich while you can!
the end,
gala~
this is a subject that has been urkin' me for quiet some time now. since i've been working and hanging out a lot on platinum plus - i've seen all sorts or strange people, roleplayers, tranny's who don't admit they are trannys (sp?), and people who are downright playing into other people's heart by pretending to be a female and start an intense relationship with someone, only to find out, way later they've been dating the same sex.
and i got a issue with that. i sure do.
i will put some names on here, from sl, because i simply don't give a shit, i'm gonna call you out straight up. my blog is not here to make friends or to kiss someone's ass, my blog is my dam shit and i write about whatever whomever and if you come across me and rp the living shit out of your tranny status aka making up the most redicilous stories - i'm gonna call you out.
i've been in the mmorg world for quite some time, i've played " star wars galaxies", where people who played the opposing sex were pretty much busted out loud and called " shims ". it was a no no to pretend to be a female when you are really a 300lbs security guard male sitting in some trailer and wanking your 2 inchers off, on your own avatar/ toon, by lurking innocent naive people into some form of cybersex.
i guess i am not to much of a roleplayer, unless it is with some friends of sl, where i know 100% ( skype anyone?!) that these people are males and females in rl. i gotta hear your voice before i lay my pixel av next to yours and rubb your chest. and in all 3 cases - i've heard the voice, had pretty much some rl info on the av, and so all was good.
now some may think i am homophobica chic. no, not at all. be gay, cut ya dick off to become half of a woman or what not, i really don't care. BUT, when these same people pray on straight people and pretend to be a hot vixen and break peoples hearts and more - yea i got a problem with it.
it's known, that most of the dancers/ escorts in sl are really males, we all know that. and these " chics" with ueberlong legs, skinny but 44D boobs, oily skin and overly dressed up, like they are ready to become the next miss usa - are pretty much males. i understand, sure you make more money as a female av if you are in the dancer/ escort profession. no doubt. but would you really go so far and lurk someone into a world, without their knowing consent, just for a few bucks?! think about it...it's wrong. some may don't give a shit, because sl is nothing but a huge sex playground to them.
but for the most part, there are gullible people behind these monitors, who may really look for something further then sl, for a partner, gf/bf, someone they can share their interests with, their daily lifes and become more then just the "lets got to this party or lets win this contest," yadda yadda...
sl for some is a big chatroom, a meeting place, a perhaps findinga partner for life. i've met alot of people, who hooked up in rl, because they found their significant other on sl. which is cool in my book,yet it is not something i would pursue. i wouldn't mind to meet some of my philly friends in rl , because they are just so kickass and we did the most fun stuff in sl, share the same cosmic waves. basicly people i would hang out with in rl. that's specially for myg and alex. those two are people i totally adore. we don't talk that much as of lately, because everyone is doing their own stuff in sl, but nevertheless i still consider those two as some really good friends whom i can have intellectual convos and then get stupid at the same time.
anyhow, back to the gender switchers. i've been studying these people for some time now. it's always been interesting to see their color choices as in sl clothes. most of them LOVE purple and any blue'ish color mix match. why? no clue, has been the same on "swg". the shims were always in purple and blue and hideous make up.
there is one particular " citizen ", that is not kosher in my opinion. who switches from av to av, yet s/he looks always the same or similar looks. this dude ( and yes i've heard the michal jackson voice on skype), got some issues!
let me give you some background info on this one. ok we all heard the voice on skype ( its a male! ), he pretends to be a female, then tells people HE is deaf ( if you deaf how the fuck can you talk normal and not sounding like marlee matlin ?!)
then the av dissapears, and went ( so it says ) into a coma after playing sl), yet tells friends on sl, s/he is in a coma. next thing a alt pops up, with a photoshopped pics of the coma and the new av in their 2nd life profile, with some ' cry me a river' quotes aka bla bla," we will be twins forever ".
i bet you will be, because you are both the same. now the coma av comes back in sl with a good memory of all, greeting the bossman " hey last time i was here, there was a mansion here, now everything looks different". ok ok, but there is suppose to be a memory loss right?!
the bad thing about this person is, s/he prays on other people sympathy and the make belief story that the coma av has died, and now some relative is playing the av, but wait... the relative knows all the people that coma dude knew as well. bottom line this fool brings some serious drama on people who are naive and believe this is all a sad story. BULSHIT!
no sad story here, this is a bunch of wack rp'ng, and not even done right, because he mixes up his story and pretends memory loss - yet targets all the people the coma one knows. can you follow me? i am talking fast here.
anyhow let me post this convo i had with that tool, no names left out, because people like that need to be busted, no if's and but's.
[15:47] Knives Corleone: something going wrong with that guy?
[15:47] Gala Alva: what guy?
[15:47] Knives Corleone: lil
[15:48] Knives Corleone: you work for him right?
[15:48] Knives Corleone: apprentice?
[15:48] Gala Alva: ehm ..i've build/ textured half of the sim
[15:48] Knives Corleone: cool
[15:49] Knives Corleone: but you work for him right?
[15:49] Gala Alva: i don't know where this convo is going... but i am kinda done
[15:49] Knives Corleone: oh i was just wondering
[15:49] Knives Corleone: seems I should more than I do when I come here
[15:50] Gala Alva: i was
[15:50] Gala Alva: you mean you burried vintage to come back as knife?
[15:50] Gala Alva: lol
[15:50] Knives Corleone: i did what?
[15:50] Gala Alva: lol
[15:51] Knives Corleone: vintage is still alive, I just hanvet seen her
[15:51] Gala Alva: i seen her when you was gone
[15:51] Knives Corleone: oh
[15:51] Knives Corleone: You think i'm her
[15:51] Knives Corleone: haha
[15:51] Gala Alva: i never think
[15:51] Knives Corleone: well you assume too much then
[15:52] Knives Corleone: its fine, better than what most people believ of me
[15:52] Gala Alva: like i said.. i don't think knife
[15:52] Gala Alva: i just work
[15:52] Knives Corleone: Call me Knives
[15:52] Knives Corleone: :P
[15:52] Gala Alva: lmao
[15:52] Gala Alva: yes miss knives
[15:52] Knives Corleone: Rawr
[15:52] Knives Corleone: leave out the miss part to
[15:53] Gala Alva: ok mr knives
[15:53] Knives Corleone: ouch
[15:53] Gala Alva: knives is masculine
[15:53] Gala Alva: knife is feminine
[15:54] Knives Corleone: actually, knife is a noun and knives is a plural
[15:54] Knives Corleone: at least the way i understood it
[15:54] Gala Alva: but stil the moon is round
[15:55] Knives Corleone: sure thing
[15:55] Knives Corleone: okie doke
[15:55] Knives Corleone: I came here looking for someone
[15:55] Knives Corleone: and I guess they're not here
[15:56] Gala Alva: she ran away
[15:56] Knives Corleone: not a she
[15:56] Gala Alva: well a it
[15:56] Gala Alva: throw thou knivesss
[15:56] Knives Corleone: ?
[15:57] Gala Alva: i dunno man... i'm psyched
[15:57] Knives Corleone: sorry... are you a really a guy?
[15:57] Knives Corleone: i was under the impression you were a she
[15:57] Gala Alva: hmm nah not last i checked, all woman here
[15:57] Knives Corleone: phew
[15:58] Knives Corleone: that expression kinda startled me
[15:58] Gala Alva: and i unlike others sound like a real woman
[15:58] Knives Corleone: "okay man"
[15:58] Gala Alva: yah and dude i say that too
[15:58] Knives Corleone: thats cool
[15:58] Knives Corleone: I hear mostly guys saying that
[15:58] Knives Corleone: or guys trying ot be females
[15:58] Gala Alva: yea totally dude... party like a rockstar
[15:58] Gala Alva: hahaha
[15:59] Gala Alva: well knives thats somewhat calling the kettle black isn't it?
[16:00] Gala Alva: actually you sound alot like " evvalisse"
[16:00] Knives Corleone: i sound like who?
[16:00] Knives Corleone: wait... when have you heard me?
[16:00] Gala Alva: you read it
[16:00] Gala Alva: on skype
[16:00] Gala Alva: and ventrillo
[16:00] Knives Corleone: for real?
[16:00] Gala Alva: for real
[16:00] Knives Corleone: wow, I dont remember
[16:00] Knives Corleone: anyways, who is that?
[16:01] Gala Alva: and i heard 'evvalisse' on teamspeak
[16:01] Gala Alva: oh she is a tranny
[16:01] Knives Corleone: ack!
[16:01] Gala Alva: i know huh
[16:01] Knives Corleone: so you were just insulting me?
[16:01] Gala Alva: no why would i?
[16:01] Gala Alva: i didnt ask male/ female questions
[16:02] Gala Alva: you asked me if i was a female
[16:02] Knives Corleone: [16:00] Gala Alva: actually you sound alot like " evvalisse"
[16:02] Gala Alva: yep and you do :)
[16:03] Gala Alva: but what makes you think evva sounds like a dude ?
[16:03] Knives Corleone: you said he's a tranny
[16:03] Knives Corleone: or she, or whatever sex a tranny is
[16:03] Knives Corleone: but trannies have distinct voices
[16:03] Knives Corleone: just making sure i'm not being stung
[16:05] Knives Corleone: i have a feeling I should know you better than my minds allowing me to remember
[16:05] Knives Corleone: did we ever fight or something?
[16:06] Gala Alva: nahhhh
[16:06] Knives Corleone: thats good, though you seem restrainingly catty
[16:06] Gala Alva: have you been a coma and trying not to remember me
[16:06] Knives Corleone: no actually, i'm having a hard time picking up the peices
[16:07] Gala Alva: come one lay down the pipe and lets make love
[16:07] Knives Corleone: did I know you THAT well..?
[16:07] Knives Corleone: I'm sorry, i'm takne
[16:07] Gala Alva: well....
[16:07] Gala Alva: to late for the taken part
[16:08] Gala Alva: you been galanized
[16:08] Knives Corleone: haha!]
[16:08] Knives Corleone: what does that mean?
[16:08] Knives Corleone: that sounds interesting
[16:08] Gala Alva: thats my own wording... but you may try to google it up
[16:09] Knives Corleone: naw, I'll take your definition for it
[16:09] Gala Alva: yay
[16:09] Knives Corleone: so if you galanize someone, what do you do to them?
[16:09] Knives Corleone: did we have relations... like that?
[16:09] Gala Alva: i make insane schnitzel sandwiches
[16:10] Gala Alva: we did we had some relations gurllll
[16:10] Knives Corleone: crap, i hope i didnt lead you on
[16:11] Gala Alva: no i took that part outta you
[16:11] Knives Corleone: wow
[16:11] Knives Corleone: okay, now I really wanna know what you do
[16:11] Gala Alva: uhmmm
[16:12] Gala Alva: you will know once you close those bugeyes...
[16:12] Knives Corleone: bug eyes?
[16:12] Gala Alva: uh huh
[16:12] Gala Alva: like popeye
[16:12] Knives Corleone: ah hell... is it doing it again>
[16:12] Gala Alva: mannn yessss
[16:12] Gala Alva: he's been doing it for 60 some years!
[16:13] Knives Corleone: haha
[16:13] Knives Corleone: i think you should meet me sometime to smoke a blunt or something
[16:13] Knives Corleone: you seem just as far fetched as I do
[16:14] Gala Alva: i am currently studying ricardo ramirez's behaviour
[16:14] Gala Alva: you know the nightstalker
[16:14] Knives Corleone: Hmm
[16:14] Knives Corleone: sounds familiar
[16:15] Gala Alva: yea crimelibrary
[16:15] Gala Alva: and i want to be like him...so run while you can
[16:15] Knives Corleone: Ooh
[16:15] Knives Corleone: groovy
[16:17] Knives Corleone: hey
[16:17] Gala Alva: hey
[16:17] Knives Corleone: whatever happened before, i dont have a good mind or memory. but sorry if I screw you up or over somehow
[16:18] Gala Alva: oh no worries, i did it to you, but i never say ' im sorry'. only thing is you cant remember anything... [16:18] Knives Corleone: wow
[16:18] Knives Corleone: you did something to me?
[16:18] Knives Corleone: fuck... i wish my mind is right
[16:19] Gala Alva: uh huh... watch out for the bug eyes as i've told you
[16:19] Knives Corleone: that makes sense. If I came bere and you got angry at me, then it would have been i did something bad to you
[16:19] Knives Corleone: So, what did you do? How involved were we?
[16:19] Gala Alva: good girl...
[16:19] Knives Corleone: Yoinks!
[16:20] Knives Corleone: was I a sub?
[16:20] Gala Alva: worst then that
[16:20] Knives Corleone: do tell
[16:20] Knives Corleone: please please please
[16:21] Gala Alva: nope... i let you sweat it out when you go and run 3 miles
[16:21] Knives Corleone: well, i dont think I can be like that anymore
[16:21] Knives Corleone: but wow...
[16:21] Gala Alva: yes you can
[16:21] Gala Alva: i want you to run 3 miles
[16:22] Knives Corleone: I'll tell you what
[16:22] Knives Corleone: tell me everything you know about me, and I'll run those 3 miles
[16:22] Gala Alva: no you must run first and send me a photo of your sweaty armpits
[16:22] Knives Corleone: you have to be kidding...
[16:22] Gala Alva: no never
[16:23] Knives Corleone: okay, well sorry... but I cant do that
[16:23] Gala Alva: whaaaaat
[16:23] Gala Alva: sweaty armpits!
[16:23] Knives Corleone: hold on a second
and this is it...don't say you've been warned, because you have been.
nuff said,
gala~
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